Monday, April 30, 2012

OH NO!!!

So it finally happened. I slipped up and missed a day.... darn. I hope you will forgive me. I was really trying to do this before 12 but I just got home. It was my first time being able to be away from Ethan for a couple of hours. It was wonderfully refreshing, but I still missed him the whole time. I caught myself glancing at my phone from time to time. (I have a picture of Ethan as the background on my phone.) I guess that's what happens when you have a kid though. It feels like he's a piece of me and that I'm missing something when he's not with me. Maybe I'm just weird but I didn't like being away from him for so long. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed myself, I did. But it would have been nice to be able to go check on him whenever I wanted to. I got so used to him being with me 24/7 that it feels weird when he's not in the same room.... or a room nearby. I don't know how I'm going to be able to go back to work.


Song of the Day: 
Donnell Jones - Where I Wanna Be

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